A part of me is missing…

Oh sweet, sweet, angel. Today was the very first day I spent apart from you. We were apart for 9 hours and the entire time I felt like I couldn’t breathe. Literally. When did my heart start living outside my chest? That’s what it feels like when we are not together. A part if me is missing, unprotected and vulnerable. I couldn’t stop thinking of you and I admit, I cried 3 times. We are not meant to be apart, not this early in your little life. It doesn’t feel right. When I am apart from you there is this constant aching and pain inside me. I am your mama. You are my daughter. We share a bond that runs so deep…primal. I don’t want to be apart from you ever again! I wonder if it ever gets easier…? Because at this rate, looks like I’m going to college with you! Woohoo! 😀

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I love you more than life,
Mama Em.

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About Em

After the loss of our first pregnancy, we took a much needed vacation to Costa Rica to enjoy each other and clear our minds. Well, as luck would have it, we brought home much more than great memories and great tans...our own little Costa Rican souvenir. Here is our journey!
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